i'd like to tell u it's alright
i do anyway even though i lie
i know we're anything but old
but time can feel forever when direction's never grown

i should change myself
i asked for this but didn't
how'm i supposed to know what my mind was never given
i got nothing and i'm fine with that but who can tell the world
that i would rather be a deadbeat to the day i'm found killed

i don't know where i was going
withdrawals got my memory
my mind all spinning
i don't know what to tell u
but the truth hurts and i'm giving u the truth

i smoke too much
yeah i'm looking like a chimney
blunts bust down as i flex ur girl that disney+
it's not much but it's making her act frisky
+ i don't even want her
i just want her company

"vak that little cap had me so damn geeked up"
i know
that's the plan
i double dosed it for a reason
got the mg scale
i know exactly what ur seeing
Mara
Talos
virgin Mary meets the scenery

insecurity's a bitch and shawty don't wanna fight fair
to maturely progress i can't keep living in fear

egolossnes
i see my faults but i don't have the strength to change my ways
ur so flawless
i should get my faults fixed
i been this way forever it's just hittin me now
egolossness
don't let me fall too quick
oh gods whoever u r, hold me
egolossness
i see my faults
i'm so fucking awful
let me breathe
egolossness
i see my faults but i don't have the strength to change my ways
egolossness
ur so harmonious
you're so flawless
take me away