[Verse 1]
I tried to call you but you blocked me
I wish it didn’t always come and haunt me
I wish I had the courage at the time and I hate it
And I wish I didn’t act like it was not, got me
I admit it I was cowardice and stupid at the time
Now I need to try to heal these open wounds with one more rhyme
Melancholy memories are only things I have up here
Pick up the phone so I can get through my fear
Just let me know that you are there so I don’t feel that I’m alone
I don’t think that I can take another dial tone
I wish I didn’t have to set another milestone
I don’t think that I can take another dial tone
Just let me know that you are there so I don’t feel that I’m alone
I don’t think that I can take another dial tone
[Verse 2]
I try to act like I don’t care all it does is remind me that I do
And I wish I cherished all the times and the last moments I had with you
I can never get them back now and all I have are demons in my thoughts
After all this time I wish I could find you but it seems you’re lost
I know you’re out there somewhere
Living life without care somewhere
And we’re breathing the same air, but where?
And I swear I’m hoping on, but prayer
Doesn’t seem to work, I know it does but seeming watery
And hearing all the negativity would never bother me
A lot of it is seeming like I’m sitting at a robbery
And letting them all rob me of emotional property
[Verse 3 - Kevin Forest]
Look
I know I’ve asked more than once, but I plan to do it again
I know it’s not healthy but I need to know Cheyenne
Cause people change their mind every single second
So if you’ll be mine just for a second
I’ll be fine, I’ll feel great, but there’s the dilemma
Cause I don’t want to force you but I don’t wanna live without ya
I want you to be happy but without you I won’t
I want you all the best but the best for me is you