[Verse 1]
Wish it could be easier for me to pull away
Wish it could be easier for me to get a day
Wish you would just finally forget about me
I find myself thinking and regretting these things
You told me that you loved me while you’re speaking through your teeth
How many times does it take for you to leave me?
You were my drug and now I cannot deal with you
There’s no melody, barely can still feel with you
Elizabeth, I hate to say it but you’re my first love
I know it wasn’t easy but I hope I gave a burst of
Inertia for you to keep it going and not fake you
And I’m sorry for the times that it seemed that I would hate you
And I hate you, I admit it. I really wish I didn’t
I wish that I could finish all this silly epidemic
And I get it that it’s stupid and the feelings never lasted
But blast it I hate it that I was the one that crashed it
I had it then I went and crushed it now it’s damaged
I’ll manage but I kinda hate it that it vanished
I’m landed but I cannot stand it
How do I move when you put me in a package?
How can I run away when I’m not even standing?
I tried to pull it off like nothing ever happened
I’m gagging, man I can’t even rap it
Now all I hear is tapping, tappin
I see you all the time but only reminisce
Now you’re a hell I miss
I admit it baby that that we’re hella split
Let’s just be adults and farewell, refit
I could lie and say I’m lonely, though
Please judge me on the road I choose
Everything expressed is now a lonely show
Because the lonely road isn’t the road I chose
I ain’t getting over you so recently I’m not sure
I never have paid my dues but I’m still begging for more
I’m still seeking for the one and every time I see you
I remember all the times and memories we’ve been through
I had conversations about you to God
Now I feel stupid for wasting you on
His time, I really thought I had it
I really thought I wouldn’t manage all this famine
Let me say it one more time in case you didn’t get it
I talked to God about you and beginning to regret it
[Outro]
I’m still getting over you so it’s still hard to progress
I’m not seeking for another, all these skanks are hopeless
Someone else will come along but there’s no rush, it’s no stress
But I’m still getting over you so it’s so hard to progress